I did some stupid things last night. [ :( :( :( ]

Oh God. Downward spiral right now. Last night my friend did some stick and poke tattoos on my leg of the radical sign and the circle I originally wanted to get on my wrist to remind myself to stay calm and live simply. (I am confused at my own actions). Looks like I now have a bunch of weird math looking tattoos because of my tally mark tat behind my ear. Ah well. Anyway, is I now also have to try and pull myself together after making a relationship decision I don’t think I am ready to face yet. Kelsou is not happy. Not at all. Sadsadsadsadandconfused…foreverconfusedandsad. Going to watch something and whimper in bed now. Why do I have to work tomorrow! :(

I am philosophizing over Fitzgerald…just started appreciating this book a lot more.

Quotes are coming.